Love

It will be my honor to be able to share yr story
yeah, every one have their destiny and purpose of life
some people grown up in the circles of love
some people lack of love since young
some people were being abused from the young age
some people may feel unfair and hatred
some people accepting the fate but tend to bottle up all the sorrow and grief about it
some people knows how to see the positive side of life and proceed
some people still try their best to give love and make others smile while they are bleeding to their last breath of life
some people appreciate love and treasure every friends and family that they have
some people don't know how to appreciate love and lost every friends that they have
some people only asking for loves and waiting for loves to fall from the sky
some people do not see how much others had loved them
some people find loves and happiness when they give out loves
some people build loves but some destroy loves
some people although lack of parents love but they know how to give their greatest love to their wife and children coz they know how precious is love
you may be lack of yr dad's love since young
but you have yr mum's love until 5 yrs ago
she may not be with you to show you the normal mother’s love
but you know they were helpless in certain situations and they did love you
and you have all the love from yr nanny for all that she can give to you
the past is passed
now is most important in order to build the future
you have love, lots of love in you
you love yourself
you love yr nanny
you love yr friends
and you can continue to build loves around you
you may not have the chance to understand the feeling of love from yr parents
but you’ll understand yr own feeling of love for yr children
and then you’ll start to understand the feeling of love as a parent
feel the love of a parent from a parent’s angle… see how u feel then
hope you’ll find love and feel love every moment

Help . With A Proper Start . And A Proper Ending

I really appreatiate people's help
At this point of time in this society it's hard to find a helping hand at times
Especially people who had done a lot without must request
But... If you wanna help people please help in a proper way from the start
Otherwise, don't start
And if you wish to end please end it properly with a proper explaination and proper hand over
MIA with few brief notes which left with a lots of question marks is SUCKS
Avoiding from the situation is SUCKS
This kind of personallity is SUCKS
And life for people with this kind of personallity SUCKS too

Whatever done is done
whatever said is said
we can't rewind it
human tend to have impulsive reactions
especially during conversations

What is right? what is wrong?
there's no right or wrong
just how people perceive things
how people take things

People can say why should I help you?
ya... 1st ask yourselfe
"why should someone help you?"
then, 2ndly ask yourself again the same question
"why you should help someone?"

However helping people is also helping ourselves
when people helping us they are also helping themselves
important thing is the balancing, the mutual benefits

wow... i had never swallowed b4 le for the passed 30+yrs
now for these 2-3yrs even worse... no proper discharge
hopefully my chance will come soon
last nite, for the 1st time i tried yr toy
was hot late at nite
checking on mails, saw the ding dong make me hot
had not been doing anything since my last cam with u
too bz
n b4 my mens, i'm usually hotter than anytime so can't wait n tried it
it was good
the feeling was so good
i was so excited and cum twice
it was late think about 1.30am tat time
so nice but still the real 1 is better with the touch n the cares
never tot can feel so good with the toy
the size suits me
just not long enough
is yrs longer?
i'll b going to survey on the tai chi spots tmrow morning
then i'll do my tea promotion n sampling around those area
how's teeth now?
n the tea picking?
anymore tea picking?
how'syr new website going on?
i'm learning the dreamweaver now from the tutorial clips
i went to the shop to make my flyer copies but the stupid malay lady make it wrong for me the 1st time
then the 2nd time she cut it crooked for me
so wasting my time waiting there for 1 hr
and i have to go back to collect tmrow
so angry
hmmm.....how nice if i can have some1 to hold, to lean on now with a gentle cares, some whispers and some intoxicated kisses...
well good nite
wish every1 in the world will have their sweet dream and all their dreams come true
wish u have a good sleep, sweet dreams and wish u have all yr dreams come true
good nite to u
n good nite to me too
without me realising it, i'm actually writing my diary here
hahaha.....
good nite

美丽的彩虹.人生的希望

细雨纷飞之后天空会出现一道彩虹,不是时常会出现,可是当它出现时真的是很漂亮,会让人兴奋也会带给人们希望.
每当看到彩虹到会不期然地望着它,欣赏它美丽的七彩,尤其今天的彩虹特大,从左边天空直弯到右边天空...好大好美...

上天很公平,乌云密布之后会雨过天晴,会有彩虹的出现.

人生起起落落,困境之中总有希望的存在.有如雨后的彩红,只要有毅力不放弃人生总有希望.

哎...又再一次...

中午天气热,会让人很累,而长又直的南北高速公路简直就像是走进吹眠隧道...不知不觉就失去了知觉...突然见一声巨响惊醒了,还好及时控制得当,结果就照成了以下的结局...
一路从北海到SP南都还好,可是一过了SP北就突然像是被催眠了一样,虽然一路已经减速了可是还是很糟糕,庆幸只是撞向了左边的围栏而非路中间,也庆幸后方没车,人也无恙:-)

三个女人的情人节

今年情人节的嘉庆只有三个女人,三个孤单的女人,两个会对着电脑傻笑的女人和一个不喜欢电脑的女人...

一瓶很 fruity 的 South Australian dessert wine... Emmmm.... 很香甜很好喝
再配上 Baked Blueberry Cheese Cake 和 Rojak...

后播上抒情的音乐...

还有两个电脑和一本抒情小说... 说说笑笑,再看着电脑里往上的留言大大声尽情的笑...

原来三个女人的情人节也是可以很写意很丰富的;-)