Love

It will be my honor to be able to share yr story
yeah, every one have their destiny and purpose of life
some people grown up in the circles of love
some people lack of love since young
some people were being abused from the young age
some people may feel unfair and hatred
some people accepting the fate but tend to bottle up all the sorrow and grief about it
some people knows how to see the positive side of life and proceed
some people still try their best to give love and make others smile while they are bleeding to their last breath of life
some people appreciate love and treasure every friends and family that they have
some people don't know how to appreciate love and lost every friends that they have
some people only asking for loves and waiting for loves to fall from the sky
some people do not see how much others had loved them
some people find loves and happiness when they give out loves
some people build loves but some destroy loves
some people although lack of parents love but they know how to give their greatest love to their wife and children coz they know how precious is love
you may be lack of yr dad's love since young
but you have yr mum's love until 5 yrs ago
she may not be with you to show you the normal mother’s love
but you know they were helpless in certain situations and they did love you
and you have all the love from yr nanny for all that she can give to you
the past is passed
now is most important in order to build the future
you have love, lots of love in you
you love yourself
you love yr nanny
you love yr friends
and you can continue to build loves around you
you may not have the chance to understand the feeling of love from yr parents
but you’ll understand yr own feeling of love for yr children
and then you’ll start to understand the feeling of love as a parent
feel the love of a parent from a parent’s angle… see how u feel then
hope you’ll find love and feel love every moment

Help . With A Proper Start . And A Proper Ending

I really appreatiate people's help
At this point of time in this society it's hard to find a helping hand at times
Especially people who had done a lot without must request
But... If you wanna help people please help in a proper way from the start
Otherwise, don't start
And if you wish to end please end it properly with a proper explaination and proper hand over
MIA with few brief notes which left with a lots of question marks is SUCKS
Avoiding from the situation is SUCKS
This kind of personallity is SUCKS
And life for people with this kind of personallity SUCKS too

Whatever done is done
whatever said is said
we can't rewind it
human tend to have impulsive reactions
especially during conversations

What is right? what is wrong?
there's no right or wrong
just how people perceive things
how people take things

People can say why should I help you?
ya... 1st ask yourselfe
"why should someone help you?"
then, 2ndly ask yourself again the same question
"why you should help someone?"

However helping people is also helping ourselves
when people helping us they are also helping themselves
important thing is the balancing, the mutual benefits

wow... i had never swallowed b4 le for the passed 30+yrs
now for these 2-3yrs even worse... no proper discharge
hopefully my chance will come soon
last nite, for the 1st time i tried yr toy
was hot late at nite
checking on mails, saw the ding dong make me hot
had not been doing anything since my last cam with u
too bz
n b4 my mens, i'm usually hotter than anytime so can't wait n tried it
it was good
the feeling was so good
i was so excited and cum twice
it was late think about 1.30am tat time
so nice but still the real 1 is better with the touch n the cares
never tot can feel so good with the toy
the size suits me
just not long enough
is yrs longer?
i'll b going to survey on the tai chi spots tmrow morning
then i'll do my tea promotion n sampling around those area
how's teeth now?
n the tea picking?
anymore tea picking?
how'syr new website going on?
i'm learning the dreamweaver now from the tutorial clips
i went to the shop to make my flyer copies but the stupid malay lady make it wrong for me the 1st time
then the 2nd time she cut it crooked for me
so wasting my time waiting there for 1 hr
and i have to go back to collect tmrow
so angry
hmmm.....how nice if i can have some1 to hold, to lean on now with a gentle cares, some whispers and some intoxicated kisses...
well good nite
wish every1 in the world will have their sweet dream and all their dreams come true
wish u have a good sleep, sweet dreams and wish u have all yr dreams come true
good nite to u
n good nite to me too
without me realising it, i'm actually writing my diary here
hahaha.....
good nite

美丽的彩虹.人生的希望

细雨纷飞之后天空会出现一道彩虹,不是时常会出现,可是当它出现时真的是很漂亮,会让人兴奋也会带给人们希望.
每当看到彩虹到会不期然地望着它,欣赏它美丽的七彩,尤其今天的彩虹特大,从左边天空直弯到右边天空...好大好美...

上天很公平,乌云密布之后会雨过天晴,会有彩虹的出现.

人生起起落落,困境之中总有希望的存在.有如雨后的彩红,只要有毅力不放弃人生总有希望.

哎...又再一次...

中午天气热,会让人很累,而长又直的南北高速公路简直就像是走进吹眠隧道...不知不觉就失去了知觉...突然见一声巨响惊醒了,还好及时控制得当,结果就照成了以下的结局...
一路从北海到SP南都还好,可是一过了SP北就突然像是被催眠了一样,虽然一路已经减速了可是还是很糟糕,庆幸只是撞向了左边的围栏而非路中间,也庆幸后方没车,人也无恙:-)

三个女人的情人节

今年情人节的嘉庆只有三个女人,三个孤单的女人,两个会对着电脑傻笑的女人和一个不喜欢电脑的女人...

一瓶很 fruity 的 South Australian dessert wine... Emmmm.... 很香甜很好喝
再配上 Baked Blueberry Cheese Cake 和 Rojak...

后播上抒情的音乐...

还有两个电脑和一本抒情小说... 说说笑笑,再看着电脑里往上的留言大大声尽情的笑...

原来三个女人的情人节也是可以很写意很丰富的;-)

So Sad So Angry !!!!

Soooo sad and soooo angry!!!!!

My car was scratched from the right front door to the rear tyre, 3-4 inches wide, there's a bit of cracks on both right front & rear doors!!!

The damn stupid taxi drive saw my car coming down the slop at this narrow turning still don't wanna stop, still he went forward and stopped at the middle of the narrow road eerrrrggggg...!!!

My car... my poor car...

美丽的花儿 . 美丽的心情

希望美丽的花儿能让每一天的心情都那么的美丽快乐.

天将降大任于司人

经过了这一段漫长的挣扎最后终于还是留下来了,最重要的是还没准备好,心灵上和经济上都还没准备好.再给自己一点点的时间把,或许事情会有更好的发展.
这一年里在感情上、心灵上、经济上都经历了那么大的创伤.那些伤痛之后的恨、惊慌失措、冲动、迷失...造成了很大的破坏和伤害,对家人很抱歉．
伤很痛，心很恨很累，很想逃，可是心灵的负荷是无法逃得掉的．
就要新年了，最后这一切也成了定局了，好好的收拾心情，好好的过活吧．．．没什么大不了的
勇敢的面对，不做逃兵，心灵才会更亮丽光彩．
事情让我看到自己不只是在经济上赤字，在心灵的智慧和财富更是多么的穷途末路．你说我和以前不一样了．．．
有句话说：天将降大任于司人，必先劳其胫骨
经历了这么多，是否天将降大任于本人呢？哈哈．．．
所以现今最重要的就是心灵的疗伤和提升，以负重任．

爸爸的"大头"

爸爸的摩多 1983 Yamaha Y80, 叫"大头". 爸爸每天的交通工具. Puup puup puup puup...

三年多没用了,卖掉了.

去年很多人跟我说 RM200 都不知道会不会有人要...哈哈哈!!!... 我放在 mudah.com 卖了 RM350 勒.

对方是想要改装摩多而为了那原状的Yamaha Logo而买的, 那是用模型做成的.现在的摩多Logo都是stickers.

希望对方改装之后还记得把改装后的照片发给我.

So long PAU8474...

New Donuts in Town!

New Donuts in SP Town!

Black Forest Donut.

Mocha flavour topping and filling...

Wah peanut butter topping and chocolate filling... Soooooooo.... Nice.....

Ehmmm... I love it!

They have wi-fi too but the connection is so lousy and don't have the 3 pin sockets, so very inconvenience.

Just Bread

' Lamington' - an Australia cake (澳大利亚蛋糕)

两层的松软的蛋糕,外层覆盖一层薄薄美味的可可,再撒上椰丝碎.

椰丝碎的作用是为了防止那薄薄的可可溶化.

然而这样一个配搭却又可以把整个蛋糕的口感带到另一层次...

松软的蛋糕入口就即散,再加上那薄薄得入口即溶的可可... 其实你根本不用咬,只需轻轻的用舌头在口里他几个圈... 哇!!!! 那散开的蛋糕和可可有如溶在口中一样.

Emmmmmmmmm.... 就连蛋糕也是入口即溶的.

蛋糕就这样溶掉了吗? No no no... 他还是有些嚼劲的!! 这就是哪些椰丝碎的另一作用,它让哪些松散即溶的蛋糕和可可增添了些嚼劲...

而椰丝碎配可可,那口感和味道........呼....!!!! 简直天衣无缝!!!

这是你到 Just Bread 一定要尝一口的一种蛋糕.

朋友尝过之后就干脆每次都买一整大 loaf 哈哈...!!!

Green Tea Roll

绿茶卷配上进口的日本蜜豆,绿茶的口味够香浓,蜜豆够大够软可是又不会澜.

口味配搭的香甜可口,恰到好处.

口感方面呢.... 蛋糕本身扎实却不会硬,湿度够有份量却不会澜,好像海棉.

真的是....Marvellous.....!!!!

A lot of cakes and swissrolls from many bakeries cannot achieve such moist and dense like this green tea roll.
A "must try" piece of cake.

卖汤圆...买汤圆...冬至.吃汤圆

今年的汤圆是七色的勒. 原本想用红色的火龙果档红色色素,可是市场却缺货.哈!只好再用红色染色素咯.

紫色和黄色都用Sunquick 黑加仑和芒果糖浆.只是紫色的颜色有点沉,而黑加仑的味道也有点酸.

可是黄色颜色很鲜艳亮丽,味道更是香甜.

可可色的色素是用Milo 搓成,可是味道却和黑加仑和芒果的味道格格不入.很怪的配对.

反而绿色的清淡Pandan 口味都被以上那些口味给掩盖了.

Tips :

1. 我发现紫色,黄色和可可色的汤圆隔天从冰箱里拿出来吃时不会硬心,而且还很软滑.
   
2. 原来这些颜色和白色,红色和绿色汤圆的差别是前者含糖份,而后者则无糖.
   
3. 那以后结可以用事先煮好的糖浆或糖水代替清水来搓糯米粉,那样就可以做出更软滑的汤圆了.
   

血鹦鹉接吻

第一次看到血鹦鹉,我们都还以为是某金鱼或是罗汉鱼的种类.询问之下才知道原来是血鹦鹉.名字很特别,整身红红的很像血,整个头很可爱,嘴巴永远是开着的.更特别的是有些甚至是没有尾巴的,但是在水里游可一点也没问题哦.

原来这鱼名叫血鹦鹉,又叫做红财神、财神鱼、鹦鹉鱼,是红魔丽体鱼（Cichlasoma citrinellum）和红头丽体鱼（Cichlasoma synspilum）的人工杂交鱼,而不是一个自然的物种.产于台湾.

第一次看到没尾巴的鱼,很特别哟 >.<

Hahahaha...... 看看血鹦鹉接吻,像不像人类接吻勒,真的很特别噢.