Love

It will be my honor to be able to share yr story
yeah, every one have their destiny and purpose of life
some people grown up in the circles of love
some people lack of love since young
some people were being abused from the young age
some people may feel unfair and hatred
some people accepting the fate but tend to bottle up all the sorrow and grief about it
some people knows how to see the positive side of life and proceed
some people still try their best to give love and make others smile while they are bleeding to their last breath of life
some people appreciate love and treasure every friends and family that they have
some people don't know how to appreciate love and lost every friends that they have
some people only asking for loves and waiting for loves to fall from the sky
some people do not see how much others had loved them
some people find loves and happiness when they give out loves
some people build loves but some destroy loves
some people although lack of parents love but they know how to give their greatest love to their wife and children coz they know how precious is love
you may be lack of yr dad's love since young
but you have yr mum's love until 5 yrs ago
she may not be with you to show you the normal mother’s love
but you know they were helpless in certain situations and they did love you
and you have all the love from yr nanny for all that she can give to you
the past is passed
now is most important in order to build the future
you have love, lots of love in you
you love yourself
you love yr nanny
you love yr friends
and you can continue to build loves around you
you may not have the chance to understand the feeling of love from yr parents
but you’ll understand yr own feeling of love for yr children
and then you’ll start to understand the feeling of love as a parent
feel the love of a parent from a parent’s angle… see how u feel then
hope you’ll find love and feel love every moment

Help . With A Proper Start . And A Proper Ending

I really appreatiate people's help
At this point of time in this society it's hard to find a helping hand at times
Especially people who had done a lot without must request
But... If you wanna help people please help in a proper way from the start
Otherwise, don't start
And if you wish to end please end it properly with a proper explaination and proper hand over
MIA with few brief notes which left with a lots of question marks is SUCKS
Avoiding from the situation is SUCKS
This kind of personallity is SUCKS
And life for people with this kind of personallity SUCKS too

Whatever done is done
whatever said is said
we can't rewind it
human tend to have impulsive reactions
especially during conversations

What is right? what is wrong?
there's no right or wrong
just how people perceive things
how people take things

People can say why should I help you?
ya... 1st ask yourselfe
"why should someone help you?"
then, 2ndly ask yourself again the same question
"why you should help someone?"

However helping people is also helping ourselves
when people helping us they are also helping themselves
important thing is the balancing, the mutual benefits

wow... i had never swallowed b4 le for the passed 30+yrs
now for these 2-3yrs even worse... no proper discharge
hopefully my chance will come soon
last nite, for the 1st time i tried yr toy
was hot late at nite
checking on mails, saw the ding dong make me hot
had not been doing anything since my last cam with u
too bz
n b4 my mens, i'm usually hotter than anytime so can't wait n tried it
it was good
the feeling was so good
i was so excited and cum twice
it was late think about 1.30am tat time
so nice but still the real 1 is better with the touch n the cares
never tot can feel so good with the toy
the size suits me
just not long enough
is yrs longer?
i'll b going to survey on the tai chi spots tmrow morning
then i'll do my tea promotion n sampling around those area
how's teeth now?
n the tea picking?
anymore tea picking?
how'syr new website going on?
i'm learning the dreamweaver now from the tutorial clips
i went to the shop to make my flyer copies but the stupid malay lady make it wrong for me the 1st time
then the 2nd time she cut it crooked for me
so wasting my time waiting there for 1 hr
and i have to go back to collect tmrow
so angry
hmmm.....how nice if i can have some1 to hold, to lean on now with a gentle cares, some whispers and some intoxicated kisses...
well good nite
wish every1 in the world will have their sweet dream and all their dreams come true
wish u have a good sleep, sweet dreams and wish u have all yr dreams come true
good nite to u
n good nite to me too
without me realising it, i'm actually writing my diary here
hahaha.....
good nite